darkladywolf

There's a Yahoo list for Australians into the BDSM scene; more precisely for women into it. To be part of this list you have to 'identify as female' so women, intersex, m2f and f2m are all 'allowed'.

Apparently, however, in order to be considered m2f you have to have been living 'full time' for at least six months.

Seems more than a little unfair to me. I'd happily go full time if someone could guarantee I'd keep my job. But they can't, and that stops me. What if it keeps stopping me? Guess I don't join a group that seemed as though it could be useful.

It's not worth it.

I just went shopping for women's shoes.

I found nothing.

I feel great and energetic and bouncy!

I went out. I got measured (I'm a shade over 11 wide) and talked to salesfolk. Even the ones who were a little leery seemed really happy to help. Falling over themselves in fact.

Wow. I never, ever got treated so good when I went looking for male shoes, even by people in the same stores!

I love this denim skirt. I dunno why.

It's funny though. If my male clothes are a bit tight or restrictive I get all irritable. But having a skirt on that's a bit tight is just...mm...

I wonder why?

I enjoyed the photo shoot I did. A lot. But I also fell into a hard depression after it. I think I have too much in my head to work out, before I do that again.

I was invited to another photo shoot by the same guy, and I was honest, and told him this.

He's thrown a temper tantrum, told me to delete all his pics, and told me that until I work out my issues no-one will understand me, and he can't help me.

He's more egotistical than I am.

The upshot of this is that if I sent you any photos from that photoshoot, could you please delete them?

I'm sorry about this.

Lots and lots of replies to my outing in that forum. All positive, and one inviting me to the next Australian RL meeting...


Woohoo!

Tonight I'm going to the Government Focus group meeting for Transgender issues. I'll let you all know how it goes when I get home (assuming my link works)

I'm sure everyone knows the phrase 'zie has balls'. This can be used of either sex to denote that they've done something that requires courage, or similar, as if only balls (part of the male genitalia) allow you do do this.

One friend of a friend's response is to tell someone they have 'ovaries'.