Nervousness

There's a forum I post to regularly under the name Lisawolf. I've just outed myself there.


Now I'm nervous.

Ugh.

Of Crushes....

In my youth, I admired, hero-worshipped a man known to most as 'Yak'. What had he done to deserve this hero-worship? He coded computer games. Terribly addictive, surreal games. He also wrote columns that were often just this side of surreal and always made me think.

More recently I've found a community that revolves around him and his newly born software company called Llamasoft. And you know, that hero worship is still there to an extent, but it's also turned into a crush.

He's not a Greek Adonis, he's probably not even 'classical handsome'. He looks like someone who never left their hippy stage, though I think he looks yummy :). In conversations with him, and seeing his conversations with others I've found that the man I so admired is everything I remember and more. He's a wonderful, warm human being and I have a major crush on him.

I wish...

The Big Outing

Lots and lots of replies to my outing in that forum. All positive, and one inviting me to the next Australian RL meeting...


Woohoo!